Life Notes

One of my favourite spot in campus was the centre of the rugby pitch.Saturday and Sunday were the most quiet days in campus.The environment was relaxed and the breeze was cool.On a Sunday after church,I could go take lunch and at around 1500 hrs,I would go sit down in a lotus position like one doing yoga meditation.My mind would start wandering into the issues of life.The biggest questions would be; What will my future look like? Will I be successful in  by all standards? Why am I still in this world? Was I born to become part of the statistics and just go? Who will I marry? Will I be able to go to heights I've seen other people go? Will I afford decent life? A car? A home? Good education for my kids? I usually left that spot with more questions than answers. At times I just lay there and just forget the many questions about life.But then again they never ended,they kept on ring in my heart.I just had to find a solution.A solution I did not know where I would start.S...

I used to spend time and play with kids in my boyhood.Even now I still do.Kids are just amazing. Especially when they are in a certain age where everything seems impossible.A lot runs my mind when you listen to their questions and the things they ask you to do. Their dad is the strongest man they know. They have to fight to get what they want by all means through sheer persistence. They ask anything,anywhere,anyhow. They dare try new things.They explore. They learn quickly and adapt super fast. ... I wonder, where did kid fearlessness go? Do I have to be scared and wonder what other people had to say about me? Why can't I speak out my heart the way a kid does,honestly and openly? Can't I pursue the music in my heart without being the crowd drowning it? Where did the aggression go? Can't I play the game of life boldly? When will I break off the barriers and go for what is in my heart? Why can't I see possibility in everything instead of impossibiliti...