Keep On Searching.

Part of the lyrics of a John Denver's song says;

...looking for something,I can believe,looking for something I'd like to do with life. 

Many people can relate to that message.

Searching for something they can do with their lives;

You go to school play hard and read hard,but you wish the former was all what life is about.

In your youth,many of us  are still searching for who we are and what we want to do with our lives. 

In your formative years,we were taught by people who had studying nothing or very minimal knowledge about child psychology,and how to propel a kid into creative thinking.In fact,sadly most of the teachers in pre-primary school in our Kenyan set up,majority if not all do not have a degree in any field.

You go to school to study to become an expert in a certain line.

But the system is skewed,you land into studying something that you did not connect with your heart.By the mere fact of the placement body cut you out from what you felt was in your heart in the name of cut off point. 

After clearing school,you start hustling for a business or a job opportunity.

Luckily you get a job.

Unfortunately,the job doesn't give us a thrill and you realize you are just in it to pay bills.

You did not get the job you felt it's where you belong because of two reasons.One,the job market is constricted.

Two,you did not have the skills and or experience for the job.

Remember you were cut out by the placement body?

There is a very fortunate lot who realized early in life what they wanted to do,they were mentored,the resources were there and they are living the life of their dreams.

Or,even though there were hardship your talent was just conspicuous and you get scouted for growth.

But,for you I know you are at that point where you need to put things in order and 'have a life'.You are in the lot of many who are still searching for something they can do with their life. 

I still believe in you.

I still believe there is a room for you to create the purpose you want to attach to you life.

Refuse to be defined by your job,unless your job is where your purpose is.

While still in your day job,you can slowly build your reason for being here as your 'side hustle'.